The love we find on Spells8, the positivity of the members, and the comfort and freedom Wicca brings us is inspiring and fills me with gratitude. 
I am glad you found this place and I hope your intentions will now get you where you want to go.
If you want to try another book, I recommend Karma. Here is part of my review during The Spells8 Book Club II.
An Interesting Quote from the Book
There are 15 chapters in this book, 12 on the “Universal Laws” of karma. Each chapter is full of quotable material. It was hard to pick just one so I included three that, when placed together like this, tell a summary of the book.
However, karma is not a reward and punishment system. Karma has a basis in understanding.
There are close to 7 billion people on this earth, and if you asked each one to write down their thoughts about people, circumstances, health, and themselves, you’d get 7 billion answers. To each person, this would be a true reflection of how the world really is, and they would not completely agree with anyone else.
Your world can be heaven or hell, depending on how you view yourself, people, and events…
If there is something wrong in our world, there is something wrong in us.
Your world is a paradise waiting to be discovered but it must first exist within you, and it cannot exist without you. Choose to believe in great things, and act out of love, and love and great things will make themselves known to you, or form wherever you may look.
Blessings to you while you follow your path.