I just heard from my Dr about 2 separate things. I think we are going to try prednisone for my shoulder then see how I do in PT and if during or after it’s still hurting really bad I will go back to the orthopedic surgeon. She is also changing one of my pain medicines because it no longer works for me. So that’s my update for the week about my stuff that is seemingly neverending!
I hope it gets better Krissie, it’s about making action steps to be % I know it’s uncomfortable! And it does feel like it never stops! You must ask yourself, how do I have a good day if this happens? The key thing is to know that your heading in right direction! Your not defeated your undefeated! I love the determination you have & keep up the good work love
I know being home can be hard because your at home and with the pandemic we are so lucky to have eachother! Good time to really dig in the craft! I love that there is so many different avenues to go down. It to helps me with a lot. I am in therapy and is helping a lot. I really like my counselor she always gives me good advice. She is helping me with having boundaries in my life. It is helping.
My life is really upside down sometimes,
My son got shot while ago and know he has been useing drugs to numb his pain. PS. Through it all I am good! I don’t use drugs so it is hard for me, I have my sobriety! I might have a bowl of ice cream or smoke! I’m just saying! My sons arm is infected puss coming out ect! . I called the doctor and they gave him some antibiotics! Only thing is that he keeps using. I called his probation officer they said he needs to be willing to do treatment! I really am trying to keep it real with what is happening in my life.
All these milestones makes me feel like a victor and not a victim! I am going to keep staying positive!
That’s beautiful, Jeannie! It could be a good sign Here’s what Francisco wrote in How to Read Candle Flames, Meanings, and Interpretations:
@Jeannie1 I hope he agrees to treatment. You are doing great with what is being thrown your way, but don’t forget to take time for yourself and feel what you need to feel. I know it sounds hard or not as good, but sometimes you need the release. Otherwise you are doing great and things will slow down and even out for you. I will keep you in my thoughts and send positive love and light to you.
As for me, every day is something new. I never have the same day twice whether it’s what I’m doing or how I’m feeling. Everything is new as soon as I open my eyes. So I try to be thankful for what I can get done and do throughout the day rather than dwelling on what I didn’t or can’t. I try, it doesn’t always work. I still grieve myself and my job every now and again. But this January has been good to me overall so I’ll take it.
Thank you so much!
I feel silly writing here at all… but I am feeling a little lonely. It is my daughter’s birthday and I can’t be with her. She is having a hard time… I have posted about her realization that love may elude her… (but I try to keep reminding her that even if she is not in a relationship - she IS LOVED!) Anyway… in a twist of events I got to start my day with fasting blood work for upcoming tests next week. I had the BEST Phlebotomists on the planet… I did not feel it at all… and they took 4 vials of blood. He was so sweet… told me next time I should be sure to hydrate -even if fasting water is fine - good to know. He said I have small veins but he hit one the first time. Maybe I will sleep tonight.
Love to you all. Positive thoughts, and prayers, that everyone have a good week.
(TEA for THURSDAY - YESTERDAY- WAS “MINT PROBIOTIC” in my bunny mug. Made me smile)
@berta don’t feel silly! I’m sure everyone here can relate to feeling lonely at times. I know that I can. I’m sorry that you can’t be with your daughter. She is very loved I’m sure! As long as she knows that you are with her always, I’m sure that makes her feel better. I hope she has a great birthday! Maybe you can do a ritual to send her love from you! I wish I had more details about what to do, but I’m sure you will find the right thing to do! You are very good at what you do!
I usually feel silly being in here, because it seems like I am writing daily updates. I wish I didn’t have so much going on, but I know what that lonely feeling is like, I hope it’s eased a little bit for you.