Merry meet @AileyGrey,
Thank you so much for sharing your lovely introduction- your story definitely resonates! It can be hard to take a step out of comfort zone and explore something new, but it looks like your research helped you embrace what you believe in 
Congrats to you for beginning your exciting journey into magick and for finding your way “home”! 
It sounds like you have many wonderful areas of interest- in addition to the Courses that Amethyst mentioned, I recommend exploring the forum. There’s a handy Search Tool you can use to find exactly what you are interested in. Please feel free to join any discussions that call out to you! 
Looking forward to talking with you more soon- Blessed be, Kristin! 