This is a vent and a life update so please keep that in mind please.
Well what can I say other then “life is going”.
My mother passed away on November 1st.
EC we went in on October 31 because my mom was not coherent. When we got there, her vitals and stuff just declined drastically and eventually she passed away and ICU. But please keep this in mind she did have a stroke in 2019 and has been suffering on and off since then.
On that same day, I lost my job. I was a home health caregiver for my mother, and when she passed, I lost my job. (Yes, I know I can go out and get another job but thing is I have really bad social anxiety, so staying in my home doing work was the only thing I could and can do.)
Me and my partner are trying to start a small business on making certain items and it’s not going very well. It’s really hard for people to buy things we create nowadays.
And last not least Loki will always be my main deity but on November 1 I had someone new come to me someone my husband follows I had the norse goddess Hel come to me as well as oden and Freya. I accepted them with warm arms.
Hel promise to keep an eye on my mother, no matter what.
Odin and Freya took me in as a child of theirs. So that I could feel protected and loved.
So yeah, that’s my life update right now I have been working on spells to read myself of negativity, thoughts and spirits around me.