Sorry in advance if I am posting this in the wrong category.
Guys, I am almost in tears writing this. This goes against my LOA beliefs, as it states that you shouldn’t focus on negative stuff, but I really need to vent, and ask the community for help if possible and/or some advice on what to do.
I haven’t been active on the forum for a while because I haven’t been feeling well.
I have a chronic condition on my neck. I have cervical herniated discs and for many years, I have been having back pain on and off. Recently, it started acting out and I have been in pain for over a month. And, as if that was not enough, about 10 days ago, I started having this agonizing pain on my shoulder. I went to the doc and did an MRI scan, and as it turns out, I have something called calcific tendonitis. Also, some edema was found in my tendons and it’s hell! I can’t sleep, work, or have a normal life for the past couple of weeks and I have no idea what to do. I spent over a week on painkillers and muscle relaxers and, while the pain has decreased, I am still unable to get back to my normal movement and just live my life as normal. Physical therapy is the only option, and I have started yesterday, but it’s extremely expensive. So my sessions will be limited as I can’t buy the full package at the moment. Insurance won’t cover it because it’s not a new condition etc. What they did in the session was electrotherapy and some rehabilitation exercises.
Anyway, so I am trying to do those same exercises at home to stretch and strengthen my shoulder (it’s free at home and I can do it at my own pace), but man, I just can’t get rid of the pain. I also ordered a little electrotherapy machine online and I am waiting for it to be delivered. I hope it will help too.
I recently did a karmic cleanse and was wondering if this is why I am having all this pain/bad luck? Could it be that the bad karma is getting out of my body before I feel better? I know it sounds stupid, but is it a thing? I didn’t do the karmic cleanse myself, I had someone perform it for me. I really am at a loss! I don’t know why all this is happening to me all of a sudden and all at the same time! I cleansed my house (many times) with incense, salt etc. I took cleansing baths with salt, but I am not sure what else I can do at this point. I pray to the Goddess almost every day asking for healing. Not sure what I’m doing wrong. Could this all be a coincidence? I honestly don’t believe in coincidences and I believe that everything happens for a reason… But what could be the reason for this?
So I am asking my dear fellow witches what to do. Do you know of any spells for healing? I am aware that I have a medical condition, and I am not asking for medical advice. I’m asking for a solution on a spiritual/energetic level. What do you guys suggest? Is there a spell I could perform to get rid of this? Would a bad luck spell be suitable for my situation? Any advice or suggestions will be really appreciated.
Thank you all in advance