I’ve been absent from here for while. In all honesty, from my craft in general.
I think it’s safe to say that when any of us are going though times like this, its easy for us to feel like we aren’t who we thought we were. That we aren’t a “witch” or the like because we are not actively doing something, our daily ritual, or mundane routine.
As an adult with self-diagnosed ADHD(yes I should actually get seen, I know), a routine in any aspect of my life is met with frustration and seemingly… met with defiance. I struggle with finding joy in the mundane and it’s not that I expect every part of my life to be a thrill and hold some sort of excitement, but I’d be lying if I said I didn’t wish that it did.
I was an exotic dancer from 18-26, I’m 30 now. Sex(not literally), drugs and rock and roll were the name of the game for my bestie and I. I still struggle with addiction in all forms. My relationships, substances, adventures, hobbies…
I’m not quite sure what my reasoning for posting this was but I just wanted to share some thoughts on my mind and tell anyone else who is feeling the blues mid summer, that it’s okay to feel however you are. One thing about our Coven is our ability to lift each other up and that is something no one can ever take from us. We have all been truly blessed.
I have love for every single one of you even if we have never met, and that is the beautiful part of being who we are. <3