I feel your pain mama! I’m so sorry!!! I don’t really know what to say because I was in his shoes not that long ago. But, he has to wanna change. I went to a mandatory rehab and I wasn’t ready to change. But I hit rock bottom and little by little I changed. I still feel guilty from what I’ve done to those I love. I can’t change the past but I learned from it.
I’m saying a prayer for your son! And for you that you find some comfort and peace. I hope he gets help soon! If you’d like, I could add him to my healing box.