I was born and raised in Midland, Texas, although I’ve lived other places like Southern California and New Mexico, I made my way back home. I am currently pursuing my bachelors in Public Health at New Mexico State University (online). I have always loved patient care and possess an Associate in Medical Assisting Degree but the pay is not agreeable to me.
I joined this community seeking protection because, despite my bad luck for nearly 20 years, I had not taken the time to really put some puzzle pieces together. Until my sister, who I have always idolized mentioned something to a new beau, who has recently passed away unexplainably. I remember hearing my sister say to him,
"are you sure you want to be with her, she's cursed, anyone she's hooked up with gets sick or start missing work and lose their jobs, vehicles and homes?"
Well that made me sick to my stomach because I started going back and its true. Three failed marriages under my belt and so many potential happily ever-afters dissolved. The last boyfriend, may he rest in peace, had gotten as far as psychic to tell me that my sister was evil and not eat her foods or interact with her as much as possible. I never got a name or contact info to continue seeking help.
I have always had sixth sense but never pursued it for lack of education on the subject. I have now read and used several methods that have proven powerful and safe for protection not bad things. I just seek better guidance or assistance if possible. I have no friends and I don’t go anywhere, I am not even invited to family gatherings because my sister has made look like the worst human being to everyone including our father. Our mother has passed and my sister was happy about it. She badmouths me because I look like her, she says.
Forgive the long story, I am desperate and feeling consumed by bad vibes, all I want is to love and take care of others and love all living things.
Thank you for listening (reading)