Love and light to you all, my dear coven!
I haven’t been present much the last few weeks because we’ve just moved and have been working to get settled in.
We’ve been here maybe two weeks. The first week with our keys was absolute chaos and it seemed like one thing after another was going wrong. The air conditioner was out for 8 days (Tx summer!), my car window was smashed in and someone stole the diaper bag (of all things), my husband and I were fighting constantly, and the stress and anxiety for all of us was toxic and draining.
I decided I’d pissed off some sort of spirit because I’d burned white sage in the home before we moved in. So I saged again with a homemade bundle, explaining my intentions and apologizing to whomever I’d offended.
But now we are hearing things. Last night the kids and I were startled by a deep, LOUD, angry growl. We were all frightened. I went searching around the house but saw nothing. Plus… it had sounded like it was IN the room with us. I told my husband about this and he said he’d just like experienced the same thing.
This afternoon my son was napping upstairs while my husband, daughter and I were in the living room, downstairs. All three of us heard a little voice (just like my son’s) at the top of the stairs say, “Mama…?” Naturally, we thought he was awake. So I went to see him and he was still sound asleep in the bed.
We have all heard these things.
My energy is very drained and my anxiety has been extreme, though I’m so happy to have our own home. My husband is wildly stressed and exhausted. This could all be from moving and taking on more expenses, or possibly something could be trying to harm us.
Hubby says this is unrelated and we will find the culprit, but there is a strong fishy odor we just cannot locate in our house.
I am going to sage again, burn sweet grass, and set up some wards… as soon as I can get up the energy.
I don’t know exactly what I’m needing here… but thank you if you’ve read all of this. Any advice or insight is warmly welcomed! Blessed be. I’ve missed you guys.