Ok so early yesterday morning I got up just before dawn to try to harness the energy of the new moon and sunrise that I posted about in WitchTok strikes again and about 2 hours after I completed the ritual I heard what sounded like a male voice whispering my name loudly from outside the double Bay windows behind one of my altar tables but when I looked no one was there. Fast forward through a few tarot readings and babysitting and it’s time for my meditation for the lunar spell on spells8 and to perform the first ritual. Well I ended up having the energy to do 2 other spells as well. I finished them up, halfway tidyed up my space (meaning I still have herb jars sitting on top of my altar cabinet instead of IN the apothecary cabinet where they belong) and I go lay down on my bed and by candlelight so as not to disturb my already hostile mother I begin copying things on Pinterest that I had saved to add to my B.o.S and my Grimoire. Once again about 2 hours after the completion of my last ritual I hear a kinda throaty, raspy loud whisper calling my name from outside that same window but… Surprise no visible body for the voice to have come from. I’ve not had this happen to me ever yet the day I set aside for all my New Moon work I have the same occurrence twice and after very different type rituals. I should also add that for the last week (since my reset on the separation and the relapse that followed and now my detox routine I have been no contact with Justin)out of no where last night just before I started my meditation and rituals I got a notification from TikTok saying that Justin had DMd me to say “I hope you are ok and that you’re safe.” I guess I assumed when he blocked me everywhere else to break contact that TikTok would be the same but apparently not.
Anyhoo… Thoughts, opinions and advice on this mystery voice that keeps calling my name? I have been on edge over it all night and have almost convinced myself that I need to consult my cards for a Divine Masculine reading in case it’s a message from the Divine Masculine needing to come through since I did seem to have problems snuffing out the Masculine candle on my altar at the end of my rituals ?
Editing to clarify that the second whisper came HOURS after I got the message from Justin. And that both times I heard the whisper I had already extinguished all my candles and moved away from my altar to do other things.