I currently live in Lewiston, Idaho. I have two grown daughters 22 and 25 and they are both pregnant. I have one grandson that is three now and next year i’ll have three grandbabies. I spent my childhood being forced to go to church because that is what was expected. My family didn’t live accourding to the teachings of the church and only used the church as a means of getting extra benefits. As an adult, I attended several churches and devoted my life to Christ. I was miserable and depressed and hated life. I couldn’t get a better life no matter what I did. I tithed and I was still poor and struggling. I volunteered and kept up duties in the church but i felt used and unappreciated. I was judged by things i wore or how i looked. I studied the Bible and taught scriptures but I felt like I really didn’t know what I was saying or doing. I hated people and I hated life. I always pleaded with God to end my life or help me have a better life. My young daughter has struggled with homelessness and drug addiction since she was 17. God hasn’t listened to my pleadings for her. My other daughter is struggling too with drugs and relationships. None of my prayers for them got answered. I believed the prophets that Trump was going to win re-election and when he didn’t I lost faith in everything. I am on a path to find peace and happiness and spiritual enlightenment. I want better for me and my family. If Wicca is that path, then I’m ready to follow. Christianity is very negative about witchcraft and other religions. There should be a loving acceptance for everyone.