Hello I am new to this group and I am so happy to finally have somewhere to go to read and learn more along with seeing so man other people that not only believe in magic but share their experiences and tip and tricks! To tell you a little bit about me I lost my grandmother two years ago. She raised me and is now my protector and guardian angel that comes to me in my dreams and through my pendulum when I call her in! I was always interested in Magic, but once she passed away is when I learned more than ever before! We were raised as devout Catholics and she would never speak of this topic openly or at all! My grandfather passed away when he was 48 years old and she never spoke with him after he died never even had a picture of him in her home and I always found that strange and weird. The love of her life and she has six children with, and she never spoke of him until I started studying World War II in school and my grandfather was in Navy during World War II and she started bringing out photos! My father was so jealous that she was giving me these photos because as I said, she never showed photos of him. They didn’t really have any! Come to find out my grandfather was a seer and the reason she never spoke to him was because she was keeping his secret! She was also afraid that it would bring I guess attention to us in the wrong way! They came over here from Lithuania when his mother was pregnant with him, and my family were very well known natural healers over in Lithuania! My grandmother and her family came from Ireland! It was an arranged marriage and she had since told me that m last name is in fact not our REAL surname! Because they came over here to escape persecution and I guess you can say to hide so when they came here, they gave a fake last name! It is all so amazing to find this stuff out but I want to know more! She keeps hinting to me that I need to go back to childhood and remember my childhood and I wish I knew how to do that besides paying a lot of money for a hypnotherapist! I’m a single mom of three beautiful girls and that’s just not in my budget! Although I feel I know so much about Magick now I don’t feel that any of my spells are ever successful! I’ve done so many for abundance and to help me figure out my life’s purpose but they don’t seem to work! If anyone has any suggestions for me I would be more than appreciative! I feel I do so much for everyone else and never expecting anything in return, but it would be nice to get some help in return SOMETIMES! Anyway I love everything about this website and hope to learn as much as I can! Thank you for having me!!