Continuing the discussion from Weekly Witchy CHALLENGE - Egyptian Traditions, Pantheon, & Magick:
Then
I worked with Anubis early in my practice. I believed he was in my life to help me face challenges, discover the depths of my soul, and embrace the darkness within it. He wanted me to make peace with that darkness within me and embrace every aspect of myself.
Anubis also wanted to help me bring order and structure into my life because things in my life moved chaotically at times. He encouraged me to make concrete plans for the future and take steps toward achieving my goals.
Anubis also wanted to help me connect with my subconscious. He recommended that I meditate in the dark for at least 10 minutes and let my subconscious voice guide me. During this time, I could write down the thoughts that came to mind. With time, I could decipher what my subconscious was telling me.
Anubis was also trying to help me build a solid foundation for my dreams and aspirations. He wanted me to focus on my spiritual side, be aware of my abilities, and make the most of my spiritual gifts, such as clairsentience. He wanted me to know that my connection to the spirit world was significant, so making the most of my abilities could help me in the future, not only spiritually but also in the worldly realm.
Anubis wanted me to be adventurous, enjoy what life had to offer, and fight for my dreams. He wanted me to build my self-confidence, have more compassion for myself, escape the prison I had created for myself, and be true to who I was (and know that there was nothing wrong with showing this self to the world). He showed me that I could express my uniqueness through my hobbies.
He wanted me to focus more on ways to protect myself. He advised that I energetically cleanse my apartment and myself and use tourmaline or small protective spells, as I was prone to the spirit world.
He also wanted me to know that after darkness, there would always come light. I shouldn’t have been discouraged by the happenings in my life, but should have aimed higher every time. Anubis wanted me to free myself from my fears, as they could make me stagnate. Of course, it would be difficult to face my fears, but difficult was not impossible. I needed to trust myself and my spiritual team to help me along the way.
Now
Fast-forward to tonight. It’s time for some candles and tarot*! I retrieved two dark blue candles and a white candle, then anointed them with my Anubis “Book of the Dead” oil (contained in the heart-shaped container pictured above). In front of all of that, I placed my small obsidian sphere, and I wore two of my obsidian bracelets.
This reading looks pretty similar to what I got from the MorrĂgan! (And wow. I’m way hungrier than usual after this one. )
What aspect of my life is Anubis guiding me to pay attention to now?
Anubis is guiding me to focus on choice and decision-making. Much like the figure on the bicycle in the Chariot, I am encouraged to take a self-directed journey and make deliberate choices, both major and mundane. It’s all about taking action and moving forward confidently, especially in times of uncertainty or doubt.
What hidden depths of my soul am I being encouraged to explore?
Anubis is encouraging me to explore transformation and rebirth within my soul. With its figure pushing through pain and into a bed of chrysanthemums, Judgement signifies a need to embrace fundamental changes, even if they are painful. These experiences are meant to lead me to a place of rest, rebirth, and, ultimately, a stronger and more complete self.
How can I bring more order and structure into my life?
Anubis suggests that I need more solitude and personal reflection, much like the Hermit, who symbolises the need for introspection and self-inventory. By taking time to connect with my inner self and consider my abilities, resources, feelings, and limits, I can create a more organised and structured life.
How can I better utilise my spiritual gifts?
Anubis advises that I take a firm stance against dishonour within the community. The Five of Swords, represented by the broken khanda, highlights integrity and honour, suggesting that even victories can feel hollow if not achieved with righteousness. I should be vigilant and ensure that my spiritual abilities are applied for just and honourable purposes, advocating against any actions that bring dishonour.
How can I strengthen my connection to the spirit world?
Anubis encourages me to embody the qualities of the King of Cups. This means cultivating abundance, generosity, security, level-headedness, reliability, and tolerance. By being aware of my power and limitations and maintaining a balance of emotional and financial security, I can deepen my spiritual connection and reap the benefits of both realms.
What protective measures should I take to safeguard my energy?
Anubis suggests that I nurture my friendships and bonds. The Three of Cups, symbolising celebration and shared joy, indicates that surrounding myself with supportive and positive relationships can help protect my energy. Sharing good intentions and news with trusted friends can create an uplifting environment.
What fears do I need to confront and overcome?
Anubis points out that I need to confront and overcome my fears about victory, superiority, confidence, and pride. The Six of Wands, symbolising triumph and recognition, highlights the fear of stepping into a position of confidence and acknowledging my achievements. Overcoming this fear will allow me to fully embrace my successes and the pride that comes with them.
When I was finished with the reading, I remembered that I’d obtained an item for him but never made the time to dedicating it to him. So, I finished off by anointing and dedicating the above cuff bracelet to Anubis.