I think that our upbringings and religious roots can make us have fear towards the subject. Iād suggest an anti baptism to undo the things u were taught. To do like a reset button. I assure you they are lovely. As for how many can u work with? As many as you like darling. Iām making a demon team. Also sometimes after we work with deity/demon after they have served their purpose they may be done with us just depends I suppose. I would not stear you wrong. Nothing to fear love. In my experience if itās on your mind theres a reason. I think itās awesome. I feel like humans blame them for their poor choices and behavior like a scapegoat. I think that if you want to explore, go about it confidently and without fear. There is no need to fear them. They are easy to reach out to. I think of you are interested in Lilith you should light a candle and meditate on her and see what she says or how it feels.
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Iām the same way drawn to the darker side. By dark side I donāt mean bad. Dark correlates with growth, sleep, rest, and renewal. Iām drawn to being different
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I find that anything worth value is shrouded in man made negativity to keep us bound to someone elseās beliefs. To keep us weak and without knowledge (power) Iāve never been one to necessarily like to be told what to do. 
So many things we are told to keep us down n and fear. For no reason
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Thanks for replying 
I have never heard of one what does it involve? I was obviously baptised as a baby but not sure if that has anything to do with anti baptismā¦
Omg that sounds awesome! 
I can imagine it now and how powerful and igniting it would feel
That is a smart way why not? You never know where it may lead and if i do feel something than like you said there must be a reason
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Thank you sweetheart and i appreciate it, no rush. Have a good sleep. Night x
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Iām surprised youāre even asking after having read some of the posts by Devenne, Tracy, and me. Of course, there are others here. 
Even Megan talks about being drawn to darker themes in the same way you do. 
I feel the same as you do with that pull. I donāt have a religious background, so maybe that makes things easier for me. But as for what you should do, you really need to decide that for yourself. If youāre blinded by fear and anxiety, thatās something you need to work on. You could ask the darker deities for help, and they can guide you through it, but youāll have to hold up your end of the bargain, which is keeping your mind open.
As for how many deities I work withā¦ Uhā¦ I basically have one for every day of the week, so about seven? More if I include ones that I work with sometimes but not often. Quite a few of us are making our own pantheons (what Devenne is referring to as her demon team). If I recall correctly, besides myself, another is Tracy. And Iām sure thereās someone else whoās talked about it.
Anyway, long story short: youāre far from alone, and you have nothing to fear but your own fear itself.
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I have always been drawn to the darker side. I mainly work with Loki right now but I have called in Lucifer on occasion to help boost some energy. Iām very drawn to voodoo. Iām looking in to spirits and deityās from the voodoo practice. I do also work on the lighter side with my oils and bath salts. But doing a divine Justice spell or a hex if needed is something Iām not afraid to do.
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I usually work more with Gwynn ap Nudd, Cernunnos, and the Creator (whomever that may be this time around. Personalities seem to change every few years). I think Baba Yaga is precious (see the movie Monster Family
among others), even if I donāt get to work with her much. Athena and I have a respectful acknowledgement of each other though we donāt really work together. My fairly recent introduction to Ganesh didnāt go anywhere, and thatās fine.
IMHO, let whomever you are drawn to get to know you, like making friends. If things work out from there, good. If not, no big deal. Thereās a whole Universe out there.
You seem apprehensive about working with the dark. Itās OK to feel that way. Maybe you are drawn to it because there is something you need or some part of you wants attention from the shadows. Take care of it and move on, if you want. It doesnāt have to last forever.
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Her is one that you can do out of S. Connelly book of demonaltry.
I have another one in my one of my Satan books I can share with you later too
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I agree. The only way you know is to explore. Also if it turns out you donāt like it no harm no foul
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I always feel drawn to the darker side but Iām always thinking about what Iād like on the other side. I was raised Catholic and told I will go to hell. I know that God has my back itās just that I believe in God too! So
At first it was hard for me too even turn to Hecate but canāt love all diety dark and light ?
Itās all an balance right
I always will have that programming in me I suppose
Jeannie
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I respect everyones beliefs. For me I feel like religions are kind of a taught thing and therefore are an influence of someone or something. I guess maybe it is with everything. Head spins* I work with Satan intimately. He is in my temple and I can feel his energy flowing to me now that I speak of him. He is not the enemy or bad.i donāt think i believe in a heaven and hell. I talk is as if there was one on occasion. As if someone says Iām going to hell . I say Iām coming too 
His peace is intoxicating and his strength is of a god. My God of this world. He will not ask you to take on something that doesnāt belong to you. But he will walk beside you and carry some of your burden. He has done nothing but try to help me make choices that will further me is a person and become stronger. I have never felt evil from him or any demons ever. They never push things on me. They offer their guidance when called upon without hesitation they have been my counsel. Without question They protect me and are unwaivering in their stances at my side. Not a scary peep in site from any of them. Sure if someone had never felt power like they exude and got scared. But like Kataya said nothing to fear but fear itself. I would never ask you or anyone else to change their beliefs. Ever never ever. I love you and all of you, and you and you and you.
Nor have I have heard anything Ill from Satan or any gods/demons/aliens? nothing crazy like people come to believe
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Also I feel like some religions when they were coming about that there was some bias views or like they are trying to persuade you that one god is more deserving and desirable than the other? Just thoughts
Or making up stories. I mean anything I read even demon books some things wonāt work for me or Iāll be like huh? Just like any other book
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I never think that I am going to hell Iām just saying that itās spiritual programming that was taught to me. I had a kid not married and did many things that would be wrong in there eyes. I donāt believe in hell I actually thought of trying to worship Satan but I always have someone in my head that deter my thinking telling me! Iām speaking of my experience with my life and my truth. I believe I feared Hecate and nothing happened to me. She welcomed me in my dreams. I just believe that itās okay to have many diety and thereās always going to be that spiritual programming thatās in my head.
Jeannie
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he was trying so hard to hide the fact of what he just realised lol 
