Merry meet @cierra1,
It sounds like it has been a tough road for you- I’m sorry for the hardships you had to endure, but I am grateful you were able to pull through and find your way here. The forum is very blessed to have you! 
Tarot, crystals, and herbs- hooray! 
Sounds like you have some wonderful areas of magickal interest 
All three of them are pretty popular around here- feel free to use the Tag System and the Search Function to quickly sort content and find discussions about what you want to learn more about it. There are a lot of resources on both the main site and here in the forum and they are all here for you to use and learn from as you’d like! 
Please make yourself at home here, Cierra. Looking forward to talking with you more soon- Blessed be!