As stated above, you don’t need to find a deity right away! And following Krissie’s idea, try to meditate and ask for any deities to come to you and show themselves or any of their symbols.
It can take some time but they will show up (the next day, or in a dream, or in a random place). Keep a journal, write down what you see and continue to do research.
Some other topics to read about finding your deity: