I am so glad I’m not the only one who does this- solidarity, Jessica! 
I think it’s a good test of what is important to you (or which things you believe have a “spirit” if you believe in animism). If you find yourself feeling bad or apologizing after dropping something, then it’s probably pretty important to you!
For me, the worst is when I drop or even just bump a plant. I always feel so bad afterwards, even if it turns out to be fine 
You have every right to be proud of your collection- it’s stunning!! 
You have so many gorgeous crystals of all shapes, sizes, and colors. I feel happy just looking at all the pretty shinies you’ve gathered 
Thank you so much for sharing- your collection is a delight to see! 