Greetings @Ostara! 
I’m sorry the challenge put you in a tricky place, but it looks like you’ve got some great advice here and I hope you were able to overcome that feeling of being lost! 
The challenges can indeed be challenging at times, but through facing them and finding our own answers to the questions they pose, the hope is that you find new understanding and confidence within your own practice 
I’m proud of you for stepping back to observe your unique beliefs and taking the time to work out what feels best for you within your spirituality. In my opinion, I think that dedication and careful thought in search of clarity is one of the best offerings you could give yourself! 
And if you’d like, I would be happy to count this as an entry to this week’s Offerings Challenge
Wishing you all the best, Linda- many blessings to you!