today i pulled the lovers card as my daily card. i didnt quite know what that meant this morning, but i kept it in mind. i now know what it meant.
ive been struggling with derealization so much recently to the point where I don’t know whats real and whats not, and i cant feel my body.
i went on a bike ride to the grocery store, hung out at a starbucks, and went to my piano lessons. at starbucks, i had so much time to kill b4 my lesson, so i just ate a snack and enjoyed the breeze. these two ladies were chatting it up next to me and were so sweet i even got to chime into the conversation at some points. i felt happy. the nature around me started to feel real. b4 i knew it, i felt my body again.
the lovers is about physical connection, love, relation, and much more. i realize now that i reconnected with my body and found myself again. all because i had a spare 30 minutes at a random starbucks.
i do love life
Lovely!!! Yes, this is exactly what the Lovers are referring to: physical connection but also HEALTH! Seems to me that you´re connecting very well with the Tarot.
I am not so sure that memorizing is the right thing to do. The cards have a general feel about them but not necessarily a single definition. I use my general wording/feeling for the card and read that with the other cards in the read, or with the question. Like our craft, there is no set right nor wrong.
i suppose i didnt specify enough. i meant that knowing the meaning of the cards is handy, so one way i memorize the meanings is by the arts and the feeling
Thank you for sharing your experience. With life so busy I feel all of us sometimes disconnect from ourselves and just go on autopilot. I think our instinct is just to get through. Having time just to sit, observe even the smallest things as you say brings you back to yourself a moment of calm lets the noise disappear. Your draw helped you when you needed it
Seems to me that you´re connecting very well with the Tarot. 
my mother’s wisdom also helps.
