Merry meet @holly9 and welcome!
I am so sorry about the terrible accident and losses you’ve experienced in your life. I can’t imagine how difficult that must be for you 
My name is Kat, and I’ve been practicing the craft for over 30 years. My practice is rooted in a blend of nature magick, green magick, and elements of hedgecraft.
There is a wonderful search function that will help you dig for more information in the forums!
We’re glad to have you here. 
Make yourself comfortable, explore, and feel free to ask questions!
