Totally agree with everyone here. I myself don’t worship dieties in my practice. But with that being said and being raised catholic/christian I definitely do believe in a higher power.
You should check out this post, there is a lot of awesome information from other members and some great links. (You can use the forum search function for diety too, there’s also a weekly challenge thats on dieties that has some great info also.)
Can someone please help me find my patron
It was one of the first posts I came across when looking for answers about dieties.
And you are not doing anything wrong, you are learning and asking questions, go easy on yourself and give yourself time.
Plus you asked and this wonderful group of people will definitely help point you in the right direction to help find the answers you need.