Merry meet Phoenix @Johanna3,
Welcome to the forum- thank you for taking the time to introduce yourself! It is a pleasure to meet you 
I noticed that your chosen name is different from your username- would you like to change it? If so, it is easy- here is a guide on how to change your name/username. If you need any help with doing so, please feel free to reach out and I or another moderator will be happy to lend a hand!
When the magick inside you wants to be known, it makes itself very clear! 
Good for you for heeding the call and beginning your formal journey into magick. As for finding who you are, well- that is all part of the adventure! As you travel, things will become clearer for you 
The Craft is an amazing way to learn more about both the world and yourself within it 
When it comes to magickal help and support, I’m happy to see you’ve found a great place to be! Anytime you have a question, feel free to head on over to the Q&A Category and ask away. You have friendly coven members from all over the world who are sure to have a host of advice, answers, and shared experiences for you.
Don’t be shy- your coven is here for you! 
Looking forward to talking with you more soon- Blessed be, Phoenix!