Merry Meet @kimberly22 
Siofra and Francisco have given you some great advice. Numerology isn’t my area of expertise, but as for the symbol of the Phoenix I think it’s safe to say that’s a very encouraging sign. Phoenixes can overcome even the most destructive of obstacles, rising from the ashes to start a fresh new life. Perhaps you are going through a period of great change, and this is a hopeful sign that you will emerge stronger than ever 
Make yourself at home here in the forums! I’m looking forward to talking with you more soon- Blessed be! 