In need of some calming, healing energies. The past couple of days, getting ready for our trip, have been a nightmare. Eric is having such a hard time with everything and it’s really getting him down.
Our yard needed to be mowed before we go, so the HOA don’t get on our case while we are gone. And, lo and behold, the lawnmower broke down after doing a single strip of lawn. Eric ended up getting a new one (thankfully Lowes delivered) after messing with the old one all afternoon, trying to get it to run out in the heat.
He’s also still in quite a bit of pain with his knee. The shot he had a couple of days ago didn’t do anything.
The final straw was when he went out and got canned cat food, and only got enough for two weeks, when we will be gone three weeks. So he has to go out again (I can’t drive at the moment because of dilated eyes.)
So now he’s at the stage of “we won’t be able to do anything on this trip” and “we won’t be able to go anywhere on this trip” and “I wish we weren’t going on this trip”
Ali l can do is just be as supportive and calming as I can and he should eventually come around and calm down. After 20 years with him I recognize the patterns. I just hope he’s not grumpy and miserable the whole time.
It’s going to take everything I’ve got to help him through this, so I’d appreciate any good energies you can send our way.