So for as long as I can remember (around age 6) I’ve had real vivid and intense dreams. I still remember a couple of dreams I had at age 6 because of how bizzare they were.
Sometimes my dreams are a fun bizzare that i long to have with patterns, shapes, and colors, in those dreams im usually floating over my body to different places, sometimes i float until something jerks me awake and i feel like I’m falling.
Some dreams are continuations of previous dreams, and it seems like there is a life I live in my normal dreams that I keep going back to where there is continutity and progression just like if I were awake.
I have had some lucid dreams too where I know I’m dreaming and can do whatever I want. One weird thing that seems to kappen to me when im in between being awake and asleep is that I will be awake in my mind and can hear everything thats going on in tge waking world around me, I’ll think I’m up doing stuff like getting ready for my day, or screaming so someone will hear me, but in reality I’m still in bed unable to move or speak. I still don’t know why that happens.
I do have ptsd from a bad past so some of my dreams are night terrors and related to that sort of stuff, but in other dreams some very special ones to ke that really messed with me, I am talking to my grandfather who passed away when I was 10 ( in most of these kinds of dreams i find him at tge last place we lived together but it turns out hes been alive this whole time, just hiding and i have to teach hims stuff about how the world has changed since 2004)
After these dreams upon waking up, i forget for a few minutes that it was just a dream, and that he is not still here.
There have been 2 dreams about my grandfather where we were in a very bright place full of white and we were just having a normal conversation about how life has been since he left. I always wondered if he was trying to communicate with me from some after life.
I know personally I’ve always felt that dreams are significant whether for psychological reasons or spiritual reasons, but I’ve never had anyone in my life whose understood the nature of my dreams or tge impact they have on me.
I know this is in the Q and A section and I haven’t gotten to my questions yet, but I do have a few.
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Do the types of dreams and sleeping situations I have discribed seem to have any spiritual significance, like messages from deities or other beings, ancestors, or my own subconsious/unconsious mind?
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Is there any path or journey I can take to understand what happens in my sleeping world?
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Does anyone else have any kind of similar experiences, or am I alone in all this strangeness?