Merry meet Meka @Redd_27,
Welcome to the forum and your new witchy family- it’s a pleasure to meet you! 
You’re not alone in your studies- everyone here is learning and growing, at all different stages of their magickal journeys. If you haven’t already found them, I recommend checking out the Courses as they are a great place to deepen your magickal studies in various apects 
Know that you are very welcome to join the weekly witchy challenges here in the forum too- every week we explore a different area of magick. If you’re interested, you can view the Full List of Past Challenges to see topics that have been covered and read entries. You can also join the current challenge this week: Weekly Witchy CHALLENGE - Blooming with the Moon 
Make yourself at home here, Meka! Blessed be 