At some point in the near future I hope to share my journey into magic from the age of 15. (I am 40 now. ) While people may consider me a “baby witch” due to my lack of knowledge and my full birth into this being only a month ago, I have magical roots going back to West Africa and they are calling me to something I cannot fully imagine at this time. (I also hope to one day get into the story of two magical friends that helped unlock all of this in me and what we were able to experience together.)
I don’t know how deeply people believe what is said on sites like these. I love Spells8 for being both science and fact based and for embracing the metaphysical. That said, I have seen, felt, and performed things that would make people believe I was in a movie and not a real person. It’s the reason I believe what I believe. (Insert X-Files meme here. )
But I can’t do any of that right now because I need prayers, meditations, positive thoughts, good luck, white energy, whatever you call it. I’ve been married to my best friend for 18 years. This week we decided to get a divorce. We have never fought in all 18 years. We still love each other. We are still best friends. But we cannot stay married.
We have 3 children together. The plan is to do this quickly and as painlessly as possible to protect our kids. She is getting custody of them and she is getting the house. We are setting up a rental agreement so I can live in the house and continue helping with the raising of the kids - which includes online public schooling now.
This is a mixed bag. I would be lying if I said I wasn’t hurting but both of us are doing far better than any of our friends expected. There was never any doubt, though, because we still love each other and we are still best friends. This change in the relationship is huge and will be hard emotionally but I know it isn’t impossible. I just need positive energy sent my way. Thank you.