I am so sorry to hear you are struggling. I feel your pain. hug
It sounds so cliché but time does heal. Give yourself time to go through the emotions.
You’ll be sad, you’ll be angry, you’ll feel rage, pain, and everything in between.
Allow them to happen. Do so without judgement. Just acknowledge and know it’s OK to not be OK.
It’s OK to feel the feelings.
It could take several cord cuttings - don’t rely on just one if the ties are deep. I recommend doing them for at least a week. Everyday for 1 week. At least.
Always followed by a white light protection visualization.
Try some guided meditations -
Try some self love/self compassion -
Carry crystals that help with grief. YES, this is a form of grieving.
Apache Tears, Obsidian, Aquamarine, Calcite, Agate, Lapis Lazuli, Malachite, Angelite, Rhodochrosite, and Tourmaline all excellent for grief.
Use elemental water - No rain? Use your shower.
Peace sigil
