This is a pretty weighty topic whether black magick or baneful magick (magick intended to harm others) is acceptable.
I won’t pretend I know your situation nor would I presume to tell you what to do, but I ask you to consider it very carefully because ill intent put out into the world often finds it’s way back to the one who released it. Weighing options, understanding risks and
If you want to read most about others perspectives on a recent challenge - Morality in Magick.
The choice as to how you practice is and always will be, your choice.
