Dealing in the Divine
I thought I’d choose this one, or more accurately Loki’s picked this one
I’ve been dealing with the divine since I was a kid, well, they’ve been dealing with me really!
Things just happen, and I’ve been contemplating this over this week whilst a divine being (mystery demon) has plonked me at a crossroads . Why? Not sure. But divine beings from all pantheons seem to get involved in my life.
Loki is most present, and been with me the longest, I’ve talked of him lots, so I’m going to use this challenge to talk of others that have dropped in.
I’ll start with The Morrigan. When I first joined Spells8, I had alot of shadow work to do, and was still, loosely following the Christian pantheon, though having left the church. There was alot to work through and I was browsing my kindle and book after book was suggested, The Morrigan though I hadn’t searched or even heard of her and her sisters. I contacted The College of Psychic Studies, and they said, these are not chances or coincidence, Magick and the divine contact us purposefully and for a reason. You don’t find them always, sometimes they find you. So I bought a couple of books, chatted to this beautiful Goddess through my pendulum (she seemed to like that) and she helped me do some of the deepest shadow work I’ve ever done. Thankyou The Morrigan
I’ve also recently learnt that a lovely archangel, a demon and a night demon (the night demon used to terrify the life out of me until I got to know him lol ) have been working with me for years!
As I have been working through The Demonolatry Club, and Sigils, my first workings hilighted a beautiful truth. You see,
my son has ASD, it’s been a difficult journey, both for him and I, but I’ve always felt divine power helping me, initially I thought it was Jesus, and maybe it was too, as I felt such peace throughout the most fearful period of my life. I know Loki manoeuvred events so help came when I needed it, and both my son and I were able to handle chaos (not easy for an autistic, especially my son who likes order), yet he was able to adapt to change so readily compared to his peers (even the school couldn’t get there head around it). But I had other help. Let me share the sigils to show you, how they showed me who they were.
I felt a kick to do these sigils, didn’t know why, but did them anyway.
First, Mr Lucifer (the archangel, I call him Mr Lucifer as I can’t get onto first name terms with him yet, give me time )
This is my redrawing of his sigils as inspired by him. You’ll notice the word Life
Next I did Asmoday (Asmodeus, or to me Mr Charming
Again, my redrawing of his sigil, you’ll notice the initials ASD
Then I did Alu, my night demon. He didn’t have a sigil (or at least I couldn’t find one), so his is fresh between him and I
If you can see it, he’s saying, Hi!
Finally after meditating on this strange revelation through these sigils, I drew:
This combined sigil shows the bind rune that is my sigil and blood oath to Loki at the centre, he’s my patron deity, and fulltrui. But around him, in a protective triangle, is Mr Lucifer at the top, (through your life), Asmoday to the left (and you and your son’s journey with ASD) Alu (night demon) to the right (Hi I’m not scary, I took away all your fears), they were saying:
This is your life, transformed by ASD, that caused stress and fear for you and your son, but we have been here always
The divine is here, in all sorts of shapes, sizes, and design. They talk to us through any means, the radio, WiFi, tarot/oracle/runes, through a song, a book, something someone says, a sign from nature, a sigil, a dream/daydream, meditation or memory. So many ways, but sometimes, we just don’t see them, or we decide, (due to our preconceived ideas of who we think they are), and say No to them because, well, can’t talk to Mr Lucifer, he’s bad, he’s Satan, and Loki, no way, he’s the god of lies!. And yet, despite our fears and prejudices towards them, particularly the darker ones, they still help us. Isn’t that just beautiful
So I have learnt to open my eyes, ears, and heart. To shut out preconceived ideas or past taught beliefs, and let these beautiful, fabulous, varied, ancient and oh so amazing beings talk to me, and tell me who they are.
Blessed be to all divine, everywhere and forever. We love you