Today is Saturday so Fenrir and black candles. I also set up some sticks and feather I’d found yesterday. I set up today’s candle before left for family gathering.
Got to end of gathering and I could of cried. My sister gave me a bag of candle making stuff. Id been wanting to make my own candles esp as a part not only my own practice but a buisness I’ve been working on for years. I finally got an ABN and buisness name and paid for website n logo but because of work n all the workload n study load my buisness ( which was a part of dream n passion and also a way to supplement pay until I could get it off the ground and then take over as my job role. But it had been put on hold, though I’ve tried to make it a priority cause I’ll be at get anywhere if I’m not still making time to work on it, I’ll never get unstuck if I let everything else push it to the side all the time. I’d done alot of planning for it when I could but I felt discouraged that i couldn’t get much done cause of all the work I was doing even when I was only supposed to be working 3 days. But so excited I was n cause of this week’s challenge I thought I’d share my bag of goodies to make candles. My sister had got the stuff to make candles but said it had been too much effort and wanted to give the bag to me. I really wanted to cry cause I was so touched and also I’d really wanted to make my own candles but I could afford to go get candle making supplies. Now I have some. I’d had so much being taken or expected of me and my resources and energy and time drained, but to be gifted a bag of candle making stuff was just such a beautiful gesture and sooo appreciated. I said I’ll make her a candle 
it’s even soy was as well which his cool .
