You had me at hello?

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Hello, I’m seeking some guidance. On May 9th I got an oracle reading done at a witches market. I was told that my spirit guides have been trying to reach out, but they are annoyed that I have been ignoring their very obvious signs. I left feeling fairly confident that she was indeed talking about my grandma who passed in 2018. Her and I were very close and the last month and a half I have been thinking about her a lot, seeing lots of cardinals (her favourite bird) and even hearing the very distinct sing song way she would say “hello” when she answered the phone. All not very subtle signs. However when I try to reach out via tarot or meditation, I keep getting answers that would make no sense coming from her. I have tried a few different spreads I have found online and every card that would be representative of her gives me a card that is vastly different from how she was. I’ve been having a feeling the last week or so that it’s not just my grandma trying to reach out, but I’m at a loss of trying to figure it out. I’ve been seeing lots of other things too like finding old keys everywhere, seeing rabbits constantly, I was given carnelian and Jasper by multiple people in a short period of time, my daily tarot cards all seem to be wands , cups and I’ve been seeing the high priestess a lot,my cat has been glued to me more than normal, etc.

I did try doing the Deity tarot card spread (about a week apart) and got vastly different answers. The first time all signs pointed to Hekate, but upon meditating it didn’t feel right. I did the spread a second time Sunday evening and all signs pointed to Brigid. This could make sense as my grandma was Irish and very proud of that fact and was always passing on her love of her heritage. I’ve also felt drawn to Bast, but for no particular reason.

For some context I’ve been struggling a lot with my home life (trying to find myself again after becoming a mom 3 years ago, and trying to regain control of the chaos that is my house after being diagnosed with ADHD a few months ago), and I have been really trying to reconnect with myself on this path.

I know I don’t need to work with anyone, but I just can’t help but shake the feeling that there is more and I just can’t figure it out. Maybe it’s nothing?

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There is no hurry lovely take your time, deity’s reveal themselves to you and you’ll know. They’ll show lots of syncronicities in the mundane as well as through readings, but you’re experience so far sounds amazing.

Skal :clinking_beer_mugs: :green_heart:

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When you do a tarot reading with a focus like seeking your deity or wanting to chat with your grandma, do you do a protection spell beforehand? It sounds like the wires may be getting crossed so the conversation isn’t clear.

I have been receiving lots of static like this, lately. It may be the continuing solar flares, or any number of reasons. Good luck.

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Like Tracy said, there’s no rush to figure out who it is, especially if there’s no malicious or negative feelings from the situation. It’s okay to keep going with the flow and allowing the entity to reveal themselves to you through more signs when you’re able to understand them.

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@LadyOhno Hi sometimes trying to make sense with drawing cards be it Tarot or anything else and getting lots of different answers can be confusing. My thoughts are as you have been thinking about your Grandma recently and struggling with your home life. As you were and still are very close to her and even though she has passed to another realm she has heard you and has sent you signs which you have described..

If you have an item of hers just hold it and ask her as you would have done before she passed for something you would know. Our beloved ones communicate simply and subtlety by nature, an item being moved, repeating Angel Numbers.

With love & Light :waxing_crescent_moon::green_heart: