Well last night was certainly interesting to say the least.
I was unable to perform any sort of magick as there were two parties with neighbors that made privacy and quiet impossible.
So I made do with charging my numerous crystals and did a mental casting of the circle along with some Blue Moon Water. (maybe not a complete waste?)
Anyway, it’s now morning here (454am) and unable to sleep. Went outside to retrieve my newly refreshed crystals and water said Good Morning to the Goddess and thanked her for blessing me and the gifts of the crystals.
Amazingly, i realized two things this am.
I have an indigo gabbro or Wizards Stone. truly amazing stone to connect with the true self. As I cleaned this stone and went to place in the black velvet bag I use within my tote, I could feel the energy. So I refreshed myself as to what I am to do with this stone. What was wonderous was how this stone is actually my birthstone (not diamonds as many sites will cite) and then i recalled why i originally purchased this stone. Has anyone bought something because they were drawn to it without rhyme or reason? So this week i will work exclusively to learn more about myself and my true talents/nature.
Whilst retrieving my crystals, i noticed that quite often I walk counter-clockwise. So this explains so much of why I feel out of sorts and nothing really seems to work with spells and invocations. UGH - now i have to be mindful of which direction for any spell or blessing work. this is going to be difficult as I am quite directionally challenged!!!
So here is a question for the more experienced among us; does the direction when retrieving items consecrated really matter? I know when we open our circle at the end of the craft we walk counter-clockwise?
Just wanted to share and perhaps get some energy in this direction for assistance with the correction.
I trust that everyone’s celebration was beautiful and insightful and full of wicked fun~