I love this idea, @christina4- it reminds me of runes in a way (with the tossing and reading) but with your method you can choose which words to write 
. I think this really specializes each reading to focus on exactly what is being asked- a fantastic method! 
I’m going to have to give this a try- thanks for sharing! 
Ohhh girl I know the feeling! 
And the other day you had the Grim too, right @LimeBerry? A lot of darkness mixed in with symbols for love and happiness- quite a confusing read!
Perhaps this mix of symbols is reflecting your inner struggle and shows you need to regain balance? 
As for whether the scales tip towards the good or the bad- your actions now will likely lead you one way or the other. Go for the good things!
This is the best deck excuse I have ever heard 
Omg @Amethyst you always say the best things! Cleansing the deck under the new moon sounds like a great plan! This could be the pepto bismal your deck needs 
If the Two of Swords keeps coming back after that- it’s probably time to take a deeper and more personal look at the card 
. It is starting to sound like there is some aspect of that card that it really wants you to know, but you haven’t realized it yet!
I know you’ve been writing your gorgeous tarot poems in order, but maybe skipping ahead and examining the Two of Swords with your creative mind will reveal some answers?
The 5 of Wands can be read in a variety of ways- the traditional and basic meaning points to conflict and pent-up emotions. Take a deep look into yourself and see if there are any suppressed feelings you are pushing back- you may not be aware of them yet! The New Moon is a great time for rest and reflection, so this is a great time for some inner exploration!
If you find you do need to release emotions and start anew, @SilverBear posted a wonderful New Moon Fresh Beginning Ritual you could do 
If this interpretation doesn’t feel quite right- no worries! To help clarify the card and why you keep getting the 5 of Wands- try to crosscheck your reading with another method. Perhaps using a pendulum or reading tea leaves 
Good luck!