Welcome to the forum @TheHoneybee, would you like to change your username to Eliza?
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How to Change Your Name and Username on Spells8 will walk you through how to do that if you are interested.
I’m Siofra_Strega a moderator within the forum from Cape Cod. I was introduced as a teen by mom, then life happened & it took me some time to come back to it. It’s okay to not have your path figured out just yet. It will come as you learn more & things just start to fit or feel right.
You could start with the courses on Spells8, they are filled with great information & even if it’s something you already know, it’s a good refresher or reference point. There’s a mix of courses so you may find something that really works for you.
We also have the ongoing 
Spells8 Book Club! - Introduction and FAQ thread… it also contains past book clubs, other book recommendations, as well as book reviews.
Feel free to jump in on any topic or ask questions that you may have. Someone will be along to get you pointed in the right direction as soon as they can 