Hello @Nadialuna!
You’ve got some great advice here about finding and working with the divine. Connecting with a deity can take a long time before you find the right one.
To help you, there is a long list of gods, goddesses, and pantheons in the previous challenge Dealing with the Divine 
And if while looking at the challenge you are interested in participating, it is actually re-opened as part of this week’s Catch-Up Challenge!
Wishing you the best of luck as you work to connect with a deity. I hope you find a wonderful being to work with soon.
Blessed be! 