Really? I was drawn to crystals a long, long time ago in a faraway land… 
I actually recently (within the last couple of years) found out what I have been experiencing all of my life is amplified energies due to being an empath in the most empathic way 
The very first thing I worked on was 1st… cleansing myself with a Selenite wand & 2nd keeping my energy, mine & learning to set boundaries literally & energetically. Having everyone’s energy swirling around with my own was causing serious anxiety, panic, all of it. So 3rd was anxiety/focus/meditation because… intertwined, can’t be something simple, everything has to be tangled up with other somethings. 
One day I will go into my adventure since joining Spells8, where I was then & where I am now are 2 very different places. I am definitely closer to the best version of myself & overall I feel a lot better than in July of 2020. 
I have accomplished a lot of things & learned so much about myself & my authentic self… story for another day though, I do enough rambling