Greetings @Phoenix_Fire,
It’s not weird at all, and you certainly aren’t alone! A while back we had a challenge called Peering Into Past Lives and, in terms of views, it is one of the most popular challenges.
You can check out the resources provided in the main post, and can explore all of the entries shared by fellow coven members with their own experiences and Past Life recommendations in the comments and linked posts.
I hope you can find plenty of resources there to help you on your past life exploration! Wishing you all the best with it. Blessed be! 
