My friend Kelly and I were best friends in high school and the beginning of college. We were really close and went through a lot of pivotal life moments together. We and another friend moved into an apartment for college, and it didn’t end working out and I ended up leaving. But I didn’t leave on bad terms with Kelly.
Every single night I dream about her. What happened to her? Where is she now? Is she alive?
She’s not on facebook, or her sibling’s facebooks, she’s a ghost on the internet. There is no one I can ask about her. We both had a proclivity for drugs back then, and I’m afraid she might have entered the heroin sinkhole of our hometown. I need to find out what happened to her. Every dream I have is traumatic because I think its real, but when I wake up its not.
What can I do?
I thought about a cord cutting spell, but I don’t want to lose all ties with her, I’d like to reconnect or just reach out.
Any suggestions would be very appreciated.