Greetings @Nikita-mikaelson!
I agree with Siofra- it sounds like you should definitely look into Empath information and resources. If that sounds like you, I’d recommend doing some Empath Shielding work as a form of protection 
Another thing that came to mind while reading your post was that you may be reading people’s auras. There’s more information about aura reading in this past Reading Auras Challenge- I recommend reading the entries at the bottom for experiences from others who read auras! 
Good luck and blessed be, Nikita! 