Hi @shelley2! I’m Amethyst from Southern West Virginia. Welcome to the forum! 
I hate that you’re being attacked. @BryWisteria gave you some good advice though with those spells, hopefully, that will help.
I’m a solitary practitioner too, but sometimes it’s fun to do something with others! That’s why I love this space, I get to set my own pace at talking to people and doing things.
Here’s a link to this week’s Merry Meet Monday - Magick News of the Week. That way you can see what’s up in the coven and decide if you want to come and play or not. I hope you do, I’ve learned so much here!
If you have any questions just ask and someone will pop up to help you out. I look forward to getting to know you!