A very warm welcome, @wendy8! 
No matter what happened in the past, it seems you have found your way now- congrats to you! The journey may be difficult at times but it is worth it to feel comfortable and proud of yourself and your beliefs 
We are blessed to have you join us!
Feel free to explore the forums and don’t hesitate to reach out with any questions. You are also warmly invited to join the current activities in the forums- such as the weekly witchy challenge, divination discussion, and group tea ritual. These can help you to feel welcome and at home here 
It is a pleasure to meet you- blessed be! 