It sounds like you have already come a long way in a short time, @Susurrus! 
With what you have learned with your lovely shower meditation ritual and other meditations- be proud of what you have accomplished and yes, stick with it! 
Your meditation practice will continue to develop and become more comfortable. I’m wishing you all the best of luck with your meditations, and sending everyone who is working on this great practice lots of love and support! 
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