Okay, this was fun, enlightening, and at the same time, utterly confusing. Let’s break this down in real-time.
YOU WILL NOTICE ALL OF THE FIRE ON MY KITCHEN TABLE. Ahem.
The Deity: Knight of Wands inverted. The opposite of your Don Quixote, the humble (yet troubled) hero: tilting at windmills with extreme prejudice. Angry, impulsive, and reckless. Lower end of the court sliding scale, definitely feeling divine hero rather than god energy. Masculine, creative.
Traits and Characteristics: SO MUCH FIRE. Besides that, let’s start at the beginning.
Eight of Wands: (I got goosebumps when I pulled this card, which may or may not mean anything.) Important news, movement, rapid decision-making. Changes. Big Energy. I usually associate this card with messenger deities, which, as I write this, I go OH GOD, ESHU’S BACK IN THE BUILDING
Four of Wands, inverted: A conflict, close to home. Interpersonal disharmony. Chaos. Alternatively: personal harmony at the expense of those above. Interesting but no more clear.
Three of Wands, inverted: Delays to progress, which immediately makes me think that there’s a conflict with the 8 I pulled earlier. But what if there isn’t? Four of Wands claims chaos and disharmony. Maybe, in the chaos, there is balance? This could also be frustration, even more angry energy
Strength, inverted: Gotta say, it always makes my skin crawl pulling Major Arcana. Like, what great upheaval am I facing today? Anyway: self-doubt, fear, anger. More angy, more problems? Jealousy and depression? Interesting.
Signs and Symbols: What even.
Five of Pentacles: Poverty. Isolation, even. Lacking, or the perception of lacking. I am brought back to the word jealousy, although not in the proper form: rather as the commonly used definition as a stand-in for envy. But onto more tangibles: Coins? Beggars? The lame and ill? The establishment as absentee figures in the lives of the less fortunate?
The Hermit, inverted: Loneliness. I would normally say, being at peace with loneliness, but this is an Angy God(dess). Definitely does not appreciate their solitude.
Connection to Me: Of course it’s an air card.
Two of Swords: Weirdly enough, I am not surprised. Not being able to see clearly and there being hidden information.
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So, I could absolutely use some criticism. My mind is being torn in different directions, from Prometheus to the fictional representation of the Devil in Christian literature. Although, they could be one and the same, the one who was ultimately punished for bringing their gift of wisdom to mankind.
Help!