-Thank you note for my birthday and apologies for taking so long to reply-
My computer has crashed. I donāt know many people in this country. And I am still finding out, where and with whom I can take my laptop for repair.
I am studying to become an art therapist () and that has led me to invest time in books and my student assignments.
The year 2023 has brought me a messy, disheveled mess and is taking me in the eye of the storm, I am trusting that the Universe knows why it is doing this for me, but I keep feeling overwhelmed.
I know the theory, but the practice is something else.
When I meditate and āGroundingā I no longer root myself in Mother Earth, I ask her to wrap me in vines and I almost want to stay there in a cocoon. But life on this planet goes on and I have to go through the sensations of 3D. Period, thatās how it is.
Iām in a very sensitive time and the eclipse intensifies it. So all thatās left for me to do is observe and feel.
It seems like ādrama-writing-wanting-to-have-attentionā, but I really needed to put all this in words to understand it better, something like a catharsis exercise and the truth is that I feel safe in this place.
Tomorrow is my birthday, so Iām keeping everything you sent me when I first showed up on the forum in February of this year, I have received from this place: Knowledge, greetings, and virtual hugs
I send you a hug full of indigo stardust and I hope the eclipse is treating all of you beautifully and showing things more clearly than it did me (laughs and cries together). - Ceci
PS:
I hope I used the correct English vocabulary