I went about this completely differently than I had originally intended. I had mentioned in another discussion how, over the last week, the clear skies we were having after the storm that came through let the moonlight shine for what seemed to me brighter than I had ever noticed, minus a full moon or a super moon.
I was troubled for a few days, and I realized that each night, I had been going to the side of my house to plug in our âChristmas Lightsâ but then, by the light of the moon, was able to walk to the back of my home to the fire
pit area, find a seat (which is actually my favorite one back there) and sit to think, just be, but also gaze up at the moon wherever it may have been in the sky about then notice how brightly my yard was lit up. I could see things I had never noticed after dark, almost like there was a dim light on so you could find your way through the house in the middle of the night without tripping or getting caught up in anything else.
There were 2 nights that I could see Jupiter
off to the moonâs right. Each night, it was getting fuller, and it also was getting brighter. I could see where I needed to go safely without any concerns about running into something.
Yesterday, I was in a weird place; I had already taken over 3 hours to myself by wrapping gifts in my room with the windows open but also connected to my speaker playing my playlist loudly⌠it was a great excuse to be by myself for a while without anyone bothering me
I did have to go out though, my daughter has been sick, so I did do that, I took some time afterward and just needed⌠Something. But I wasnât exactly sure what it was at the time. It was well after dark, and I had already turned on the lights earlier in the afternoon. So, I wandered and looked up at the sky to find the moon. Since it was cloudy, I wanted to see what I could see through the clouds and if I could, and I was actually very surprised when I looked up into the sky!
(This isnât last nightâs moon, but this is an almost identical image to what the way it looked last night)
It lit up the entire side and backyard. I returned and sat next to my fire
pit. Gazing up at the sky, I took in the serenity of it all. How quiet it was, calm, and the air was crisp. I spoke to my deities about my days recently. I sat in the quiet and listened for what I needed to hear. I knew when I had heard what I needed to; then I got up with a weight lifted off of me. I could go into my house and relax for what felt like months since the last time I had been able to do this.
If it hadnât been for the light of the moon, I never would have had the pull to go back and sit by the fire pit to take in what I could and hear what I so badly needed to hear.