Welcome @jennifer59!
I agree with Crystal and Amethyst- it sounds like the Road Opener could be a good spell for you!
And no worries- it is absolutely natural to be unsure when you’re just starting out. As you build confidence with your casting, I recommend experimenting with making your own spells. That may seem daunting at first- but it’s easier than you may think! 
Here is a guide if you’d like to learn how to design your own custom spells to exactly suit your situation:
There are also some great tips over in My Spellwriting Process, and @Silverbear shared a fantastic guide (now with audio as a podcast!) called Can You Cast a Spell for Me? meant to help encourage new witches to begin writing their own personal spells 
To help you build your confidence, I also highly recommend the following guide for some encouragement:
How to Cast Spells when you are New and Unsure
It sounds like you have a beautiful intention and direction to go in, it’s just a matter of learning how to put the pieces in place to cast beautiful magick of your own creation. I’m cheering for you, Jennifer! Wishing you all the best with your spellwork 
Love and Light! 