Hey everyone. I need some advice, information anything I can possible get or be pointed I n.v the right direction I would be ever so grateful for. I always knew / felt very ‘connected’ with nature even as a child. Dont really remember a lot about my childhood other than it was iffy. I was always sad from what I remember, alone, never was truly wanted around, a loner. But always wnated to please others. A lot of what I do remember isn’t good. Was filled with abandonedment, lots of pain (mentally), which I guess j took to the next level and pushed things myself further and further t ok accomplish even the smallest craziest of things. A tomboy daredevil I guess. Which resulted in some physical pain as well. Anyways, around 8-9ish my grandparents had a new neighbor move in. A family from Gautamala. The man drove trucks so was there maybe 1 weekend a month. The lady and her baby girl stayed at home. At some point, not sure when the lady and my mother and grandma began talking. Shortly thereafter, my mom gave me a handful of what she said were ‘worry dolls’ and told me to keep at least one with me all the time. Never knew why. Her and I as well as my grandma do not have a healthy relationship right now, and I honestly dont know if it ever truly was one. I’ve since been married to an extremely abusive ex-husband who literally tired ti take my own life on many and multiple occasions. I got the strength to leave and have been divorced ever since. Best decision ever! However the damage had been done. I have a TBI now. Family had and still has his side. So my mem5isny quite what it was and things do flood back at the weirdest times. I started having dream’s of these little dolls and everytime I’d wake up I knew nm I’d seen them or had some of the actually. I started researching what j could. Which a lot is hard because my sight isn’t what it used to be either. Makes it even more of a difficult situation. But I read where these little dolls were originally from Guatemala. Hence were that neighbor came from. The brain injury I suffered, ALL the injuries that came with it actually came from me being tboned in a motor vehicle accident. I flatlined I couldnt even tell you how many times. Had a fractured skull in 2 places, busted my spine up right badly. Broke or fractured a TON of bones. That was all. There were NO cuts, no visible damage to me whatsoever. Like all my inj5were broken or fractures bones. I couldnt walk, but was cleared to be RELEASED from the Neurological Intensive care and the hospital itself after only 2 night. On the 3rd day doctors told me I could go. Soda the were baffled how not only I survived the accident, but my injuries were crazy. I also dont understand the shortness of my stay. My rock … my grandpa passed away on 3/4/05, my accident was 6/7/18. The numbers there have always seemed to come into play when I think of the accident. Like take the one away from the year I wrecked, add in my grandpad death date and my almost death date … and its 3,4,5,6,7 … and minus the ‘1’ would be 8. Is it jsut me or is this all connected? Ohh and right after I was released from the hospital, I found my cat. Which was a kitten at the time. She says at my side all the time. Literally has a fit when and if ij go outside and she cant see me. Sorry I took up lots of time, just wondering if anyone could help me understand maybe or add some insight? I was recently told als ok that I’m bring vibes of begin a “lightworker”. I can get into all that as well. I DO feel others pain, emotions right before they pass. Its had me literally in soo much pain before I couldnt explain it. Bit had learned of a passing of 2 people less than 2 minutes from my house. They were killed in a horrible auto accident. As soon as they were pronounced, my pain began to subside. And shortly after it was like nothing ever happened. The pain I was in was like lifted?? Anything would be appreciated. And I’ll apologize in advance if this was scattered. I’d appreciate anything. Any information, anything. I no longerr speak to any family members so asking them anything is useless and pointless. Again, thanks everyone and sorry I took u PM soo much time. Much love and blessed be … E
Hello I’m Pedro from Puerto Rico.
Is that what you feel deep in your heart, just go for it and get your feet wet as a lightworker. Because it’ll help you to get connected to your higher self of consciousness. To harness the ability you have, braking apart that state of uncertainty, and to take possession of your sovereignty.
Blessings!
Worry dolls (also called trouble dolls; in Spanish, Muñeca quitapena ) are small, hand-made dolls that originate from Guatemala. According to legend, Guatemalan children tell their worries to the Worry Dolls, placing them under their pillow when they go to bed at night. By morning the dolls have gifted them with the wisdom and knowledge to eliminate their worries.
The story of the worry doll is a local Mayan legend. The origin of the Muñeca quitapena refers to a Mayan princess named Ixmucane. The princess received a special gift from the sun god that allowed her to solve any problem a human could worry about. The worry doll represents the princess and her wisdom.
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I love that legend. Thank you for sharing that
I used to have them as a preteen. I remember them & I had a little pouch for them that came with them. I remember using them also. I had moved several times from 11 to 15 & they got lost in the shuffle. I also remember that I was gifted them. So I’m not sure where they originated in my instance. I feel like they were handmade by my grandmother. She was Irish & my grandfather was Italian.