@Francisco @praecog29 I thank you both for your thoughts and insights into my 2021 spread! This year for me personally is going to be the 
that’s lit under me, forcing me to grow in ways I’ve always been afraid of but knew it was going to happen some time or another. It’s time for me to face the 
in more ways than one, that’s for sure. Mentally and emotionally speaking, I have never felt more equipped to handle the ups and downs like I am now. Sadly, I have lost my grounding 
but that in itself has me feeling that it was never really there at all, alas it was an illusion I created. Why? I have no idea.
Funny you mention balancing the scales, as my soon to be hubby is a Libra and I so much admire him for his ability in that department. He’s the Air to my Fire.
I am getting married in 8 days/ 1-22-21 
!!!
Yes I am and it is taking me quite some time to get all my thoughts down. I’m sure by the end of this month, I’ll have logged the first half of the year down 
. And thank you! This particular reading and spread are new to me.
@Susurrus Thank you! I’ve never been good an journaling but ever since I started using Tarot and Oracle, it’s become a decent habit for me.