Merry meet Christina @VirgoFire30,
Sorry to hear about the negativity you deal with- hopefully your exploration of crystals and protective methods with help to keep you and your energy safe 
Have you ever explored being an Empath? If so, there are special methods for Empath Shielding that may help you fend off the negativity of others 
Anyways, wishing you a warm welcome to the forum! A good place to begin, if you haven’t found it already, is by checking the weekly forum news post. You can find the Merry Meet Monday news post for this week here- it has current events and info to be aware of 
Looking forward to talking with you more soon! Blessed be 